Ever have a ugly day? A day where you just feel....ugly? When you feel everybody looks better than you and that makes your whole day horrible? Well, I've been having an ugly month! When I feel like this, I start to compare myself to everyone! Being on places like tumblr and lookbook doesn't help either. Is everyone beautiful BUT me?? My god!
So, all I can do is compare myself to the girls that I think are extremely beautiful and stylish. Why can't I be short and petite? Why can't I have perfect skin? Why can't my style be extremely amazing? It's the most annoying thing that I do. All it does is make me feel bad about myself. Usually, I know what brings this on but I'm really in the dark here. Maybe I have too much free time on my hands.
I always find something to change about myself when I'm feeling like this. Like, my hair or my makeup and as you may have noticed I have new hair. I know it's super silly and ridiculous but I know everyone has one of these moments. To bring myself out of theses depressing times, I really have to sit back and evaluate myself. I have to remember myself worth. I know I'm fine just the way I am. The comparing has got to stop.
I'm just having a moment.