Harsh Reality

Sometimes I get completely obsessed with a non fictional character from a book or a movie. It's always from a romance of course, my favorite type of movie/book. The character is always a type of man that all women dream of having.  A man who loves with his heart and soul. And when I experience a character like this, I get completely obsessed with them.

Silly things, like imaging a love so strong. Imagining if I were the girl in the movie and how my life would be. Or how it would feel to be loved so deeply by someone. It's nice to step away from reality for one moment. That's what I call my happy place and the song I posted in my last post helps me get there. But just like when the song ends, my happy place comes to an end and I'm snapped back into my harsh reality.

Let Me Sign

She was standing there by the broken tree

Her hands were all twisted she was pointing at me
I was damned by the light coming out of her eyes
She spoke with a voice that disrupted the sky
She said ' Come on over to the bitter shade,
I will wrap you in my arms
and you'll know you've been saved'
Let me sign, let me sign,
can't fight the devil so just let me sign

Performed by: Robert Pattinson

DIY Shredded Sweater

This song makes me feel unnaturally happy and very in love.  It's so beautiful and I'm in in love with it. It makes me want to put on a white almost sheer dress, find a tall grass field and run around. It really takes me to a happy place and while I listen to it, I completely forget all of my problems. I wish he performed the whole song but I probably wouldn't know what to do with myself.