...a tiny crack in my armor

Self-esteem is such a hard thing to maintain. Sometimes it only takes one person, one comment, or one small event to happen for me to feel like shit all day or week! Even though I'm not that insecure, I'm actually quite confident, it's still something that takes work. At least for me it does. At one point I was super insecure with fake confidence, a state I NEVER want to revisit. So, I always make sure to surround myself with genuinely positive people. So many people try to bring you down in order to lift themselves up (happens to me nearly every day). Poor souls. And I'm not just talking about being insecure about how I look. Sometimes I feel insecure about who I am in general. The most important, simple advice that I've learned always helps me with that: Be yourself.  

I don't know why I love the most unflattering clothes! If something fits a little weird I think to myself, "Boom! I'm doing it!!". I'm actually wearing pajamas I think. I got these AWESOME polka dot shorts from the men's lounge wear section at H&M, of course. I'm wearing them with an American Apparel crop top and white heels from Urbanog. 

Oh! Almost forgot to mention that I did something totally stupid with my hair! I damaged it completely and had to cut it all off! Very upset about this new hair cut because I'm just over wearing it like this. I was really loving my pixie and I'm very sad to see it go. To make matters worse my head shape looks totally funny. As many times as I wore my hair like this, it's the first time I think it looks stupid and weird. -___- 

Until next time....